The view from where I’m sitting. Yeah, I know. Gives a whole new meaning to “still life”
Yes, snorting eucalyptus IS what I’ve been doing for the past twenty-four days, which WP was kind enough to remind me is also how long it’s been since my last post. Even W noticed this strange silence in November, the month in which we are supposed to be writing our little hearts out. I did the polite Canadian thing and kept my comments about the American election more or less to myself, except for sharing a few news stories on Facebook. That’s been pretty hard. Are y’all batshit crazy down there?? Well I know you’re not, and have faith that sanity will prevail. You know, before we all die hating each other.
In the summer I was blaming my stuffed up sinuses and chronic cough on seasonal allergies, but I’m not sure what the heck is going on now. Rather than complain (and rewire my brain for negativity) (seriously, that’s an actual thing) I tried allergy pills and nasal sprays and decongestants, and elevated my blood pressure in the process. So I ditched all that stuff, but I still wanted to breathe, so now I’m using my little air purifier even though there’s already an air purifier on our furnace. Our air is PURE, man. And I’m shooting a eucalyptus based spray up my nasal passages more than the recommended four times a day. It does not cause rebound congestion and it works very well, for about twenty minutes. Then it doesn’t anymore.
My hematologist said my chest was wheezy, and suggested I go back to my GP for an inhaler. So that’s next. I’ve had pneumonia. I don’t want it again. I keep running out of tissues. My life is hell. No of course it isn’t.
Other than wheezy breath I’m healthy enough I guess, because the hematologist said to come back in a year. Her pre-screener gave me longer than that. I think. The first thing he said to me was “…so, you’re sixty-seven, you’ve got another ten or twenty years to go. Because, you know, eighties….” I did not know what the proper response was to that statement but probably because of the blank look on my face he quickly changed the subject and went on to other things. Weirdo.
And speaking of weird, W said if I had nothing to write about I could always talk about him. Wow. He should NOT be encouraging that.
I never had much of a love for Christmas when I was growing up (too much church and too many crazy relatives) (although the food was good), but when I met W his enthusiasm for the holiday was infectious. He still absolutely loves Christmas. He puts up the outdoor lights in mid November. This year he added two spotlights which sit on the front lawn and flash revolving red and blue lights all over our house. And the snow. And maybe the sky. When I’m sitting in the living room they also flash all over the ceiling and the walls. I told him it’s a good thing neither of us is prone to epileptic seizures and God help our neighbours if they are. He didn’t find that even remotely funny.
Maybe my eucalyptus spritz is hallucinogenic. Because he loves the lights. He found out they are now on sale so I suggested he go get a couple more and the sarcasm was completely lost on him.
I wonder when my brain got rewired for sarcasm. There’s probably a doctor for that, hey?
In other news, I put shelf liner in my cupboards this week. Our washing machine (age 22 years) died a noisy death and has been replaced by a newer but amazingly similar model (but this one is water efficient, so there’s that) which cost less than the price of repairing the old one. W also loves a bargain.
And I love my ordinary little life with a husband who thinks it’s funny that I find him funny. There’s always something to be thankful for. Like eucalyptus being a scent that kind of grows on you. That’s a big one for sure.
Breathing Space 
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